public announcement.

I wonder. I really do. How BAD of a friend I am? To let so many drift away, to the point were sarcastic remarks is what fills an empty conversation when we haven't seen eachother in a long time. Ive fallen short in many friendships & i know that i hold it against myself. So i'm gonna say & forevermore will say- i am sorry.

+ we used to talk so much. You're the only boy i ever slept over for the YLSS. Even when taking SE, we still were distant & we hardly talk either. I'm sorry.

+ We're BSB. We lost contact. We found eachother in Manhattan. You're in Penn State & i'm in Buffalo. I miss you & hope that you're doing alright.

+ We've both got internships this summer. I love you so much & thank God that when we talk, its like we've never lost touch. I am sorry for always rescheduling. Gosh, you worked in staten island and I in manhattan and we still managed to not find time for eachother. You always have a spot in the house. I'll always be there for you no matter what. I love you, you stinker. Ohh, i'm gonna be packing soon- you gotta help me pack, bffle.

+ you're in the MARINES! ugh, i haven't seen you in so long & i'm sorry that we lost touch & when we did make efforts to call, we just fought. I hope you come home soon.

+ ever since we got separate boyfriends, we've grown more and more distant to the point where our conversations are so superficial. Now we barely speak. Im sorry.

+ I hope you realize that i'm forever grateful for you. But ever since WE happened, you became distant. I get so angry that sometimes you leave me out of the loop. You're supposed to be one of my best friends, and yet all summer you've been distant. Just because of WE doesn't CHANGE nothing between me and you. You've been like my life saver throughout the school year & you're always there. I hope you know that i am always there with open arms. As much as i rant to you, you can 6970667539x rant to me too. Don't forget that, gangster.

+ sometimes you make me so mad. You forget the friends that are always there & yet you always have a tendency to just find "friends" to gain what? popularity. I hope you know. I do, sincerely, call you one of my closest and best friends. Too bad you never realized it. For once, put down the camera and take a snap shot of your "abandoned" friends.

+ Thank you for always being "the holy" one. I'm sorry if we're distant too, but thank you so much for always letting me give me advice when i need it the most. When i'm lost, you find me. Thanks "mom".



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