twenty.five.

1. i love my parents for being filipino- from skin tone to tradition-- i love it all.

2. Im not smart, im studious. And even when im studious, i have to study 39066240967x harder than anyone in the world

3. As confident as I may come off, im pretty insecure.

4. Im a feen for break dancers & guys in glasses; i love b-boys & four- eyed guys.

5. I am a pocket full of DARN sunshine. I want to make everyone i meet to smile- at least once.

6. I let music tell the stories of my life- relating everything- every struggle & happiness through songs. Yes, i'll play them on repeat.

7. Although i have such difficulty with this, i do not mind enduring pain and suffering- it brings me closer to God and helps mold me.

8. I wish that my family was close like others. I feel that the older i get, the more family secrets reveal and it makes me feel like i was completely oblivious throughout my entire childhood.

9. I dance well- i like the way i use my hair & my attitude during my performance. Makes me feel good that my body can move like that.

10. I'm a fatty- i LOVE food so much. I especially love sushi & congee and all that good filipino food, plus i'm a SODAHOLIC.

11. I secretly love my boobs, even though they get more attention than i do.

12. I get so weak in the knees for love letters, sweet kisses, when guys sing & when guys give their all.

13. i can't go out of the house without earrings. I also love rings too- simple yet classic ones.

14. I have a big heart- literally. My heart is the size of a fist and half of another fist due to cardiomegaly. More room for lovin!

15. I miss being on stage- its one of the only few places that i feel untouchable.

16. Although my mom and I fight like no tomorrow, i love her so much. She's the main reason why i get through the crap i go through. She is my hero.

17. Even though im a thick girl & constant complain about my flubb, I want to feel beautiful in anything & everything i wear. I want to wear a t-shirt & sweats and feel like the sexiest girl ever. [[[aahhh, pooey]]]

18. Singing is my passion, it makes me feel good when i sing in my room, in the shower & to others. I really love to sing with all my heart.

19. I blame myself for almost everything ive gone through in my life and because of that i feel that i can never be completely happy until i forgive myself.

20. I plan to become a great nurse. I dont know if i will be a NP, but i know that my patients will never forget me [ in a good way] & i'll take care of them as best as i can.

21. im sensitive to touch- i like it when my guy always has his hand on my lower back or wraps his arms around me- i feel safe.

22. im a secret camera whore.

23. i love to read- books, brain fart gossip magazines, TIME, short stories, poems & all the nitty gritty inbetween.

24. My biggest fear is not learning all the lessons that God has in store for me because im scared of what i might have to endure.

25. Love is something that i cannot live without. I love to love & i especially love to fall in love because when i fall in love-- i give my all.



EDIT// im always getting cut off. i should just cut myself. off.